Ones Sorrows Mask Ones Forthcoming Deepest Joy

Most of you now say to me Gaurahari Das give us Srila Prabhupada we do not want to be tortured by seeing your heart or hear your minds eloquent Babblings. Yet I am following in the footsteps of our previous heroes of Yore, walking the same path they also tread. Do you not remember the disciples of Jesus being stoned for delivering a new and incomprehensible message and saint Frances who said the highest contentment was to be decorated with a garland of garbage thrown upon him as he preached the message placed within sacred chambers of his heart.. There will be a time when your spiritual master and our Father will also draw out your soul, grind it whiteness through the voices of thousands of minds crippled by Maya's trance and ears deaf from laying intimately with prostitutes rubbing shoulders with the soul killers of devotion in the form its enemies who are wolves, cheaters, back stabbers and murderers not of the insignificant gross, but the subtlest of all bodies not easily seen by even the demigods. Still you are all my dear friends and best of my well wishers who are taking me by the hand and leading me to alter of sacrifice to be burned as incense offered to feet of the Lord of all Sacredness.

People ask me if I am a Guru? No I am a Bhakti coach encouraging everyone regardless whether they praise or blame my efforts 

The Royal Yoga Path

The path of bhakti yoga is associating, purifying nourishing ones existence by tasting meditating on the prasadam( in the form of their realizations, devotionally inspired scriptures, poetry and songs, of the most kind hearted and humble realized saints. One who is very fortunate is eager to do this. Those who consider that this has no value will follow another path by providence.

The realizations of the greatest saints is the most beneficial for all discussing and your own ever increasing personal realization of the Eternal Self is the greatest gift you can serve the world sharing. 

Radharani cry's out a song from the depths of heart before her girl friends. Oh dear sisters is there anyone who can understand the suffering of the dried up lake of my heart. One day the Source of  happiness of our village of Vrndavana filled this chaste lake to overflowing with the playful splashing waters of His pastimes with me and all of you, my dear intimate friends. Together we reveled  in a happiness that even the creator, sustainer and destroyer of this universe yearn to attain but are unsuccessful. Then all of a sudden,like a thief in the night, He emptied this lake which we had dedicated to His honor, hoping that he would remain here perpetually sporting with us in its pure and blissfully waters. Yet where has the life giving water in this lake gone all of a sudden? Will the rising tide of our aspirations ever bring a down pour of rain filling this dried up container of sorrows? Such a  miracle I would consider the summit of my only happiness.

Loves Dual Nature

The flame of love of God has an inconceivable nature. It sometimes burns cool providing a radiance of wonderful nectar beyond compare. Sometimes it burns hot like a furnace turning the world into a desert and ones only solace is the ink of their tears writing down on the tablet of the heart a song of sorrows as they pass their time crossing this desert. 

Love's Song of Union & Separation

                 Those who reach loves summit will know the secret of its transcendental agony and ecstasy

Perfect contentment is gratefully contemplating the origional posesser and  beloved of ones heart

Catching the Scent of The Lord

God's scent in this world is invisible to you and others only until you are filled with the flame of divine love, just like a stick of incense has little aroma until it is lit.

The Path of The Spiritual Universalist

Where are our older brothers? What particular path are they following? When we act or don't act in such a way that inspires the pure love in our own hearts to manifest then we have found the true path 

of right action. Love is our beacon, those who are living love in action are also our examples, inspiration and who serving in various posts in various places.

Action or inaction which inspires pure love to awaken in our heart is the perfect path. If one feels sad about not yet being able to grasp or walk upon such a royal road that makes for a fruitful journey in life, then with all your heart yearn for it, cry for it, pray for it and it will come. "Seek and ye shall find", Jesus

 

The Source of Lord Shiva's Power

Most think Lord Shiva is great because he so powerful that he can destroy the universe, has all mystic powers, and can grant any boon usually up to Mukti for those who take shelter of Him. As for me, I consider Lord Shiva most wonderful because of receiving a particle of mercy that Lord Caitanya distributed profusely in this world, causing him to appear like a drunken madman wildly dancing and  beating on his drum. I consider this his supreme opulence, his greatest personal fulfillment and source of all his other potencies. Anyone who becomes a sincere well-wisher of Lord Caitanya's real followers becomes  infected with the same celestial drunken madness,(karma free)  becoming Lord Shiva's most dear friend and confidant.

Most think Lord Shiva is great because he so powerful that he can destroy the universe, has all mystic powers, and can grant any boon usually up to Mukti for those who take shelter of Him. As for me, I consider Lord Shiva most wonderful because of receiving a particle of mercy that Lord Caitanya distributed profusely in this world, causing him to appear like a drunken madman wildly dancing and  beating on his drum. I consider this his supreme opulence, his greatest personal fulfillment and source of all his other potentcies . Anyone who becomes a sincere well-wisher of Lord Caitanya's followers becomes  infected with the same celestial drunken madness,(karma free)  becoming Lord Shiva's most dear friend and confidant.

Bhaktivinode thakur said something profound and of deep importance in Sri Krishna Samhita," Those who have an intense desire to serve Krishna have no secrets from others." This was Lord Caitanya's mood and his followers also. They understood deeply the desire of the Lord was to liberate the fallen souls by distributing ecstatic love, therefore they shamelessly exposed their intimate moments meeting with Krishna both within their own hearts and without in His external pastime manifestion as Lord Caitanya so that others could bask in the uncommon radiance of those intimate moments and become eternally happy. Now that Lord Caitanya's is unmanifest   let us search out those hearts that are constantly being filled with the endless pastime river of Navadwip and Vrndavana dham. Let us rest forever by its cooling banks and drink from its sweet, pure immortalizing waters .  This is how Lord Caitanya's real Bhakti movement is spread and maintained.

Incense Must be Lit to Fulfill its Purpose

Discovering and being attracted to the reality of Krishna or God can be practically accomplished by understanding the following illustration. Krishna can be compared to stick of unlit Incense and very little of its aroma can appreciated by itself. Krishna's intimate  devotee is like the flame whose love ignites the incense stick causing the sweet aroma of Krishna transcendental qualities appear on the body, mind, and heart of his Bhakta giving great spiritual bliss to the devotee and attracting those who are closely observing, to the eternal spiritual path of devotion. 

The realized truth which is spoken by children who are born of their souls ecstatic union with God, is not usually very much appreciated or understood by scholars who lead the masses.

Eagerness For Gaura's Bhakti Gift

Oh my Lord Gauranga. I can only cry and hope... When will the day come when your happiness of pure devotional service will flood my heart making it jubilantly float and dance to the tune of your devotional mellows, which is the most precious treasure of your intimate associates who are closest to your heart.

What Side of God Draws You

Some think God is very serious, grave and likes to punish the unjust for a small fault or infraction. Maybe so... Still for me God tells the best jokes and makes me laugh like now one else can and that no one else seems to understand what is so funny.

The Divine Robin-hood

I started my spiritual journey, with the goal to become God Conscious, being attracted to serving the diety of Krishna because I thought He was a just ruler of the universe, dispenser justice, giving us spiritual rewards that we deserve and earn.
Now my heart has been stolen away by a powerful Golden Sanyasi anarchist who has over thrown this just ruler. In the spirit of Robin-hood  with his band of merry associates He has plundered its treasury of wealth reserved for the perfected most qualified saints,and is freely giving it all to the fallen, poor and undeserving. 

It is my first night again in Mayapura my body went to sleep. In the morning my heart woke up being very pleased that without any effort it was lying all night long at the feet of Gauranga 

Muse Who Makes The Common Saints

How auspicious is Mayapura or God in the form of his Eternal Home! The jubilant hearts of the faithful who come here naturally become like a sweet fragrant bouquet of flowers spreading its attractive scent across the universe, calling all one's brothers to come back home and be forever happy!