Ones Sorrows Mask Ones Forthcoming Deepest Joy

Most of you now say to me Gaurahari Das give us Srila Prabhupada we do not want to be tortured by seeing your heart or hear your minds eloquent Babblings. Yet I am following in the footsteps of our previous heroes of Yore, walking the same path they also tread. Do you not remember the disciples of Jesus being stoned for delivering a new and incomprehensible message and saint Frances who said the highest contentment was to be decorated with a garland of garbage thrown upon him as he preached the message placed within sacred chambers of his heart.. There will be a time when your spiritual master and our Father will also draw out your soul, grind it whiteness through the voices of thousands of minds crippled by Maya's trance and ears deaf from laying intimately with prostitutes rubbing shoulders with the soul killers of devotion in the form its enemies who are wolves, cheaters, back stabbers and murderers not of the insignificant gross, but the subtlest of all bodies not easily seen by even the demigods. Still you are all my dear friends and best of my well wishers who are taking me by the hand and leading me to alter of sacrifice to be burned as incense offered to feet of the Lord of all Sacredness.